||[Sep. 13th, 2004|06:47 pm]
oh my fuckin lord why cant i stop thinking about itttt
alllllllllll day. at least once every 12 seconds. i hate it.
in journalism my free write was baout it. all about it. lol and poor mr. johnson is gonna have to read all about it. FUCK.
yueah, i know i'm making too big a deal out of a lite thing but it has been occupying my thoughts for the last few days nonstop. i even fuckin dreamed about it.
god i'm so nervous. i know why but i wish i wasnt. i just cant help all those doubts and thoughts that i have about whats making me nervous. i hate feeling like i'm in that situation that i dont want to be in. well if it is that situation that i'm thinking of, then it is no longer a situation. its voer. ughghgh.
thats it for now folks